tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91376955057610533652011-08-18T00:05:11.012-07:00just a bunch of useless crapspilled milkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00119325116581045006noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137695505761053365.post-80277646784917997352011-08-09T22:23:00.000-07:002011-08-09T22:23:24.252-07:00that's what i call them. i love this little Walter boy.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-zPVCfxPpeek/TkIUEEg6-HI/AAAAAAAAAWk/jET4Swzr1r4/s1600/lawnmower+feet.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="202" naa="true" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-zPVCfxPpeek/TkIUEEg6-HI/AAAAAAAAAWk/jET4Swzr1r4/s400/lawnmower+feet.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><br />i don't know where i'm going with this blogging. i know i spend way too much time on fb and i'm cutting back. i stay up too late at night and never get enough sleep. it takes its toll on me.<br /><br />i have to acknowledge that i'm not young anymore. i'm almost old. seriously. i guess i can't expect myself to be the same person that i was when i was young. right? i didn't know that would happen. now it's hard work, or maybe impossible, to be the person that i used to be. <br /><br />that was a productive person and a responsible person, not the lazy flake that i have become. i was also a more positive person and not self loathing, as i am now. i don't know exactly how i got here and i wonder if i will ever get out of this hole that i have dug myself into.<br /><br />i'm so sad and confused and jealous and frustrated and disappointed in myself. <br /><br />i'm just glad that no one knows who i am. if someone reads this by mistake and thinks they know it's me, let me assure you that you're wrong. i'm not who you think i am. i'm someone else. who? that's a darn good question.<br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9137695505761053365-8027764678491799735?l=stinkweedreunion.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spilled milkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00119325116581045006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137695505761053365.post-58136448454229732802009-05-02T12:23:00.000-07:002009-05-02T12:31:04.972-07:00i gave away Andre's old bird cage today. it has annoyed me in the garage for 2 1/2 years, but still i couldn't part with it. i was secretly relieved when it didn't sell at the stupid garage sale. giving it away today made me sad.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_fpubM7L86OI/SfyeYl-BFpI/AAAAAAAAAOM/a-GE8bgv8Q8/s1600-h/P1000193+(2).JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331310204246103698" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_fpubM7L86OI/SfyeYl-BFpI/AAAAAAAAAOM/a-GE8bgv8Q8/s400/P1000193+(2).JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><br /><br /><div>now i have to admit to myself that Andre is really gone. even though he's been in heaven for 2 1/2 years, this is just one more sad reminder. i couldn't stop my eyes from leaking when i said good-bye.<br /></div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331310201116687538" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 251px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_fpubM7L86OI/SfyeYaT5_LI/AAAAAAAAAOE/Tingxct__AQ/s400/andre.JPG" border="0" /><br />i'm sorry, Andre. i miss you, little fella. i love you.<br /></div><div></div><br /><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331310198487341874" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_fpubM7L86OI/SfyeYQhBWzI/AAAAAAAAAN8/PzIQbZRtriw/s400/really+good+andre.JPG" border="0" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9137695505761053365-5813644845422973280?l=stinkweedreunion.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spilled milkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00119325116581045006noreply@blogger.com5